i rly hate myself sm lmfao
The inability to communicate one's thoughts is in very truth the most terrible of all kinds of loneliness - Friedrich Nietzsche
i rly hope i dont wake up from this but sadly the pure disappointment when i do later is gonna hit me so bad
i think ive had enough of this life
yknow whats mad? doing it on top of already new ones and not letting any of them heal to constantly feel it over and over again.
Grandmas were so right about puzzles and knitting and crocheting and solitaire and reading slow and slippers and baking and watching deer in the backyard send post
Sometimes having mental illness is like living paycheck to paycheck but with your brain
i hope donkey kong walks into my house and smashes a barrel over my head killing me instantly
this is literally a world heritage post, the inception of “killing me instantly”
I wish there were different words for the different types of forgetting because when I say I forgot something, I don’t mean “I forgot we had plans on Friday.” I almost always mean “I forgot today was Friday.” I know my friend’s birthday is on March 20th, but I won’t wish her happy birthday on time because I won’t know it’s March 20th on March 20th. My forgetfulness has nothing to do with not caring about/remembering events and everything to do with my inability to keep up with the passage of time.
My most common one is being 100% certain I did the thing already because the memory of doing it and the memory of intending to do it are the same mental images.
it’s been hard. it’s been so hard. i never thought that grieve could hurt this bad. cant stop hurting myself, the pain is too much.
btw ppl need to start seeing abortion as a good thing rather than like a Necessary Evil like. its literally a medical procedure there shouldnt be a fucking moral panic over it and im sick of “pro choice” people who go “okay yeah abortion is never someones number one choice” WHY NOT. LITERALLY WHY NOT. WHO CARES. WHO THE FUCK CARES